House of Ryanne: Why Do I Often Get Misunderstood?

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Why Do I Often Get Misunderstood?

I am not angry...
I am just tired because I slept for only 4 hours last night.

I am not sad...
I am just not feeling well from the headache and the nausea.

I am not pissed...
I am just feeling very hungry because I didn't eat breakfast.

I am not impatient...
I am just not really in the mood and I don't want to say anything that I may regret.

I am not mad...
I am just feeling very confused because I find that I am my own contradiction.

I am not faking my happiness...
I am just trying not focus on upsetting matters that I cannot change or control.

I am explaining myself because I care about you.
And since people often misunderstand me, even get angry at me for the things I didn't do, I find that it is very tiring to explain myself over and over again.

Because no matter what I say,

you will still think that I am lying or faking it.

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Inspiration Within

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!